i give up...i give up...i dun wan to b involved in tis anymore....
wad's e use of doin n organising everyth n get a msg askin u," wad have u contribute to teacher's dae?" i get realli fed up by tis msg..realli...if u tink dat orgainisg sumth ishx so easy..u try it..i m willing to give up e post to any1...the budget i have ishx so small...wad can i do except to minimise expenditure..n i wana sae..for e food th...i wan to have a budget..bt can any1 understand dat if i have a food budget...the money spent on tis teacher's dae th will amount to 100 plus dollars...n e presents budget ishx realli small...i noe...it's hard to get a present wif dat..bt if a bigger budget...where e money goin to cum frm...n in e future..pple will start askin me...y keep collecting claz fund...y spend so much initialli...lik wad i receive these remarks when i was collecting the claz fund during last wk...pple were asking me hw i spend it...ya i contribute nth..fine...by trying to get pieces together...i still contribute nth..wad's e meaning of tis... u ask me wad i contribute?okiex..ya..nth..dat's to u..u go try organising things together..trying to piece things together...i wld rather b sum1 hu go n buy present n nth more to do...rather than getting ur sarcastic criticism n bein misunderstood...n u noe wad's the inside info.i oso wan a food budget...i oso find it unreasonable...by calling u all to volunteer..okiex fine..sum pple sae dat they nv volunteer...bt i gt e list frm her..nt i created it myself...i didnt even go n ask hey wad u bring for food on teacher's dae...i didnt even go n ask...n yet u sae dat i call u all only to do the food...bt in fact every grp at least one person ishx bringing food..it's nt ur grp onli...fine..i give up...(no offence)
okiex..i hope no one ishx bein offended..bt i jus feel injusticed..bein misunderstood..like dat time heng pei was misunderstood...it feel so......haix....nvm...i will jus fulfill e role of brin a treasurer...nth else...isnt things beta tis wae...n u wont tink dat i contribute nth ritex...
ya another blow...she sms me..saying dat she ishx nt against me...n dat...even we r nt e best of frens...blahx blahx blahx...communication ishx the key to everyth?i give up..on u...communication..since there r so much communication breakdwn btw us for the past yrs...i dun wan to communicate anymore...wad's the use..nt e best of frensx?haha...i neva noe dat u gave up...i neva noe...i tot u alwaes say in ur letters dat i burnt dat we r..n no one ishx to give up so easily...even after 2 n a half yrs..nth ishx stable...nth....n u can jus sae so easily dat even we r nt e best of frenx..i neva noe dat u wont feel pain..i neva noe..i neva noe..dat indeed i'm onli e foolish one..feeling so stressed n hurt by the frenship..i neva noe...*sobs*
weakling soul..wad a weakling soul i m...y mus i cry...for her...for e frenship..y mus i.......i shld nt..since they face it...
i wanted to run aft her when our deco team has done our work..bt since..things had to end tis wae..i'll jus had to let things b...
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