yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!! finalli...bt first first first..MUST SAE THANKS TO DENISE...she realli help me alot..ytd the internet explorer was nt working at all...i tot ishx my fault..n i gt scolded by my bro...n ishx lik i cry..ya..i cried n it's alreadi my bdae..!!!i promise to stop my tears..bt to no avail..i scared..haix...nvm...aniwae aft fiddling wif e com for lik 3 hrs...i manage to make it work..isnt it amazing...of course w/o denise..nth will work..so realli thanks...realli duno hw i shld thank her man...hahaha..nw i can b proud of myself n dun care bout my bro le..humph...he was lik i deserve it lik dat lohx...humph...
anywae..kekex...thanks to all those dat wish me happi bdae..realli happi todae..cos...well...it's nt lik last yr..so full of sadness..haix...enuff of it...ya...i do cry lot todae too..lik hmmm jus cos of tis stupid internet explorer...n cos me mum ask me bout they all...well she was quite shocked dat hw cum i nt goin out wif them to celebrate todae..i told her e whole th..amzing dat i manage to keep it frm her for so long..it's lik..okiex..then cos i v dwn wif the internet th le..i cried while i sae bout it...esp bout her...
okiex let's c..i went to sch wif a dwn mood...n ya..pw then sms me dat she forgt brin my present..bein so dwn alreadi i have no mood to joke or sae i'll kill her..i jus merely sae nvm..cos i realli moody..then i came to e clazrm..denise gave me a so cute elephant n a letter..guess wad dat letter was her first letter...of course nt including family n others..i mean i feel so honoured..anywae aft e small tok at msn ytd..i feel dat perhaps we r frm e same world..perhaps all i look for ishx ritex in front of me..n yet i didnt discover it...haix...n her letter was so.....ahhhhhhhhhh...i neva expect to b so nice..cos normalli my letter ishx full of words..no pics at all so boring ritex..n hers was lik so colourful wif a gal n totalli lik comic characters...(anywae she's a comic lover...kekex...so..uhhem...)ahhhhh..kekex...then crys was feeling guilty bout her present..kekex...nvm lahx...it's okiex..n heng pei one..a cow..n xin ee...haha..so happi...i so mani animals in my hse..kekex...
then hmmmm...lessons..bt was okiex...then went out wif crys n liling instead..didnt went out wif him...bt ya..we gt meet..cos he wana give me the present..okiex...ya so we went bugis..play lotx of lame games on e wae..so lame man...then haha...we went mac...then i was so dumb..cos i new to signing up for ez link th...sound so dumb..then i realise hw long i have neva step into a fast food restaurant..kekex...then ya we toked..mostly crap..kekex...and ate(of course ritex)kekex...then i realli feel v full..duno y..when i did nt eat my breakfast n lunch..dat's ishx counted dinner..haha..oopss..nw then i rem i still have my bread in my bag..oopss...suppose to b my breakfast..dotx..hmmm..ya then he wan to meet me..hmmmmm..i okiex lahx.. bt feel awkward..a bit cos crys n liling first time noe him..n so sudden...then ya we jus went...then i sae later...i told myself crys n liling dat if things r fated to b..we will meet..realli we met..ya @ e escalator...makes me tink of e past..ya...then dotx..i duno whether shld i meet or nt...hmmm..haix...then well i jus went..n he handed me a big box nicely wrapped...i feel dat he gt sumth to sae..bt nth came out..so it's pretty awkward u c..kekex...then well i went wif crys liling to take neoprints..n it's so fun..realli..if i gt time then i scan put on my blog..nice lohx..so exciting man...then design...race against time..blah...then ya..he came to e shop too..crys n liling they all gt ask if he wan join us..i dint ask him cos i tink ishx quite awkward in dat sense...hmmm...then we jus go shop..practicalli nt shoppin..bt kept on discussing stuff..haha..so crappy...e last part seems to b e most nice one..haha..to them..both of them reply me sae bout it..kekex.
ya..then well...i went hm...80 came..so i neva manage to c him again...hmm..i duno..i feel dat mayb we shld face up to each other n b frenx...bt it seem so awkward sumtimes...sumtimes..haix..bt it's okiex wif sms..i find myself so contradictory..haix...
he gt me quite a big me to u bear.. so one of my wish ishx fulfilled by him...bt....i duno..haix..guess it's realli ex...realli..i feel dat i'm nt worth it for him to do tis..cos..hmmm..jus nt worth it..bt wad can i sae...we r made to b fools...y izzit e person dat loves u most isnt e person dat u loves most...
still i did nt manage to sae a happi bdae frm *him*...i duno..haix..guess *he* will neva..forget it...left 1 n a half hr..kekex...oh ya..i oso neva tot dat i'm 15 alreadi..kekex..i lookin forward to round 17 dat age..."old" enuff to have a chalet..heex...
anywae realli thanks to everyone...
~hw i hope dat tis will neva end~
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