hihi..haha..everyone...heex...me nw in sch n i'm here updating my blog after completing the stupid english survey which ishx so long.....kekex...c sze hwee update update..so wan update..heex...hmmm....wad shld i sae...well later will take e stupid physics test dat isxh bothering me since mr gan sae bout it..grrr..so angry...cant enjoy my bdae wk at all...yeah..tmr bdae le..haha..bt older le..sad..heex..anywae..ya still duno e programme for tmr..cos hmm...ya..goin out wif him..bt scared my parents misunderstood...they tmr nt workin cos grandma 100th dae...haix..sad..i duno i duno i duno..help!!...shld i go out..bt i feel i shld b alone..shld i?i wan to go to sum quiet places...bt haix..duno..will decide later in e nitex...ya..anywae...jus cos of tis stupid physics i slept for 3 hrs onli..so stupid..so tired nw...yawnx..haix...
anywae...ya..they contacted me quite a lot tis wk..bt jus cos of tis physics..i rejected everyth..i feel so..empty?me myself oso duno..i m jus tinking if * she* will at least wish me happi bdae...
ya jus nw give pw c my private blog...she saw e past of me..haix..she seems like duno her...hmmm, she keep saying she shld nt have read it..bt y...hmmm...can i noe?izzit dat bad..perhaps...i'm jus too "matured" in dat sense to have such a past...
ben playin e jay chou's song at com lab..seem so sad...feel lik...crying..haix...i feel dat though i look so happi outside i seem so fake as i'm nt at all...haix...
sum pple playin gb...haix...everyone seems so occupied..n me...seem so empty..duno..lik a show in e theatre..n i'm left alone...everyone ishx enjoyig e show..happi by it..bt i m e one watching n crying..seem so...haix..duno wad m i wanting n saying too...
pw...mus tel me why kaex..
anywae i have nt been updating my private blog shld i?haix...guardian had been so quiet nwadaes..i duno wad ishx happening...i hope to noe too...haix..
bell ring lee..gtg..tata..
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