i feel so disappointed in him nw...disappointed..i duno wad to sae..everyone tt i miss seems to b leaving me one by one..they doesnt care bout wd i tink wad i wan wad i do..to them..everyth ishx taken for granted..i'm a human..i have emotions..y do they have to treat me so...cant they spare a tot for tis weakling soul tt feels so useless n dumb nw..
i duno i duno i duno wad i'm tink wad i'm doin..i feel lik i'm so sick of life..hmmm..mayb th turn out tis wae ishx partly of my fault too..bt..can i salvage it nw..no one give me a single chance..i oso duno wad m i mumbling nw..grr...so angry so angry..i duno..feelin so empty..y do they have to do tis to me..haix..
i put every effort tt i can in alreadi..wad more do they wan..wad imptance i hold..i oso duno..i feel tt i'm lik a rubbish in e rubbish chute..grr..y do th have to turn tis wae..
perhaps i shld jus indulge myself in studies..i wont tink much tis wae..bt i'm so tired...
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