okiex..tis entry ishx goin to be full of vulgarities in the sense..(beware)
firstly...i'm so pissed off by her...when i heard dat she INSISTED on me goin for duty when i was initially excused...she made me feel as if she ishx threatening me using mr soon n the pcec authority...i was realli pissed off...halo...i MUST do my ic...dat's frm the govt..u tink i wana forgo the duty mehx..kaox...wad the hell...moreover my expiry date for doin the ic ishx drawing near...u tink i can...f*ck...brainless...ishx like...she ishx e one hu INSISTED n INSISTED..i will foreva rem the wrong u did to me...tis the 2nd time...i mean of course those serious one..if wana count mild ones..i guess...she will be surprised by the num...u make me cry in front of everyone...makin me lik a weakling soul..i will foreva rem tis...bitch...
anywae...i m jus saying tis bout her...i mean ya...i noe me myself...it's v bad to nt report for duty jus cos of my own affairs...bt sumtimes things cant b helped..luckily olivia gave me a wae out...saying if i can find a replacement..well initially i was tinkin hu will...then luckily i gt sum helpful frenx...dat helped me find...call...then fianlli zaylene agreed...luckily...or else....haix...
she ishx realli the worst beast(ishx tis referring to man onli..haha...) in the world...kaox...stop insisting man...finalli i see ur true colours...ya...i saw it long ago...bt well i chose nt to believe it..bt nw...i guess...i will believe FULLY in it...n if u wana start the game of war btw us...start it...u dun have to resort to such xia4 jian4 waes to put me dwn ritex...bitch...u will get ur retribution..i alwaes believe in tis...mayb nt nw...bt well...stop bein such an actress..i noe u like drama..bt pls dun apply to ur everydae lifes...putting on a mask whereva u go...it onli makes ppls puke...
it's jus dat i dun wan pursue sum matters of last yr...my parents will b TOO GLAD to pursue those matters dat u did it so "cleverly" n tink so stupidly dat no one noes..cum on...pls..stop brin so stupid n dumb...me parents jus noe hw to read sum things sumhw...u tink u will escape...bt u will neva escape frm the eyes of heaven...
u r jus a f*cker n a bitch...hu can be worse off than u...even my clazmates hu duno anyth bout u...detests u nw...for wad u did...u tink u can jus escape lik dat..nt dat easy man...u can act as if u "innocently" duno anyth...pls even they were pissed off by ur stupid face n expression dat ishx nth bt fake...y call other pple to call me to ask me bout the duty after creating ur"play" putting me dwn...u sense trouble huhx...noe u re wrong le huhx.....why dun u call me urself...having a guilty consicence?dun dare to tok to me?pls...u are so fake..y dun u fake more...makes pple detests u further...when i sae i found zaylene le...u gave me dat type of innocent voice dat makes pple puke more...if i can write tis entry in chinese...u r jus e qin hui dat...ishx so dumb...
well..of course after all tis..i was crying n crying...i mean of course...i was surprised dat she did tis to me..bt well...since things turn out tis wae...i will jus start the game of war btw us wif her..f*cker...well i threw awae everyth dat she once gave me...burnt the letters which she once so hypocritically wrote it...even the bear...well...i ju threw it..i detests the presence of it...n i deleted every msg dat she sent me...including those saying dat she will stand by me.wadeva shit...i deleted it..those hu noe me well..will noe dat for me to delete messages in my folder ishx impossible..cos i find those messages valuable..bt wad value does she have nw..nth bt shit...i oso deleted the other her...i find dat she ishx as hypocritical as her...
it dawn to me dat we once share so mani secrets n stuff...perhaps she will betray me lik wad dat bitch does...i duno...bt if she does...i guess i will get realli hurt...cos we once are so close dat nth can tear us apart...bt i find dat she ishx the same as dat bitch...i duno...i duno wad's her stand...bt guess she will side dat bitch...cos they r in e same claz...wad can i sae...hweva she noes wad it meant to b betrayed...for she was once b4..so i hope dat she will nt do so...i duno...well i msn msg her jus nw...bout tmr tech run..she cal me to refer to eileen instead..i was lik u tink i wan to ask u...it's jus cos tis morning first period was mrs lim..n i cant attend fully the full board meeting..duno hw will i survive tmr...with dat bitch...stupid...or rather..i told jia yi...bout since i am under her...hw m i goin to survive for the next yr...she can try all kinds of method jus to put me dwn....lik threatening..
anywae heng pei...if u eva c tis...dun need sae sorry lahx...it's nt ur fault...anywae i realli realli forgt bout hw to do a script..okiex..fine i have bad memory..haha...
thanks everyone hu helped me todae worx...zaylene...thanks worx...hmm...i dun wish to cry in front of my clazmates.....bt well i cant stop the tears at all..
the claz teachers dae..i feel lik giving up..cos i tink dat i m lost..sorriex...if i did vent my anger on any1...
i duno i duno...hu can help me..hu can stop my tears...hu can...i duno...
okiex...enuff of it...anywae...arhx.......jerry yan album ishx out..okiex..i m abit lag..bt...cos i busy wif studies mahx...bt well i listen to one of his songs..xiang yao ai ni...okiex lahx...bt well...i wan the album..ahhhhhhh...i wan to buy...bt ex lehx..haix..duno...heex....i wan......grrr.........humph.......ahhhhh..haha...
okiex..i got to go n do my hmwk...3 tests next wk...
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